I have been waiting for months for a referral to a diagnostic program out of town, and my appointment is tomorrow!

I am both excited and nervous.  Nervous, because who wants to go talk to someone they’ve never met before about the intimacies of their mental health, but excited because maybe this will be a stepping stone on the way to improving this thing.  It’s been an entire year with NO progress whatsoever…tons of failed medication trials, tons of attempts at various other things, and no upward progression.

I can’t believe it’s been an entire year…it’s all blended into what seems like both one long day and a series of very long days that took forever to get through.

I will make a more detailed post about my experience after the fact!